OH, IT IS LOVEY

i'm not the cheery bubbly megawatt smile on my face type of freak

i have more down days than north moments

but for once i'm gonna attempt to keep it gravity defying

though everyone else has more reasons

more warmth in their hearts

more glow in this dark tunnel

to believe secretly there's a reason enough to keep it going everyday.

and as a typical pessimist i'm lined with remorse saying this cos i somehow also believe im jinxing my secret belief by saying (typing, rather) it out loud (okay, my friends can vouch that i type really loud too)

but the (:'s still on.

&one of the reasons would be

we live in a box (:

chew on it!

p.s stephcheong i Y you! (: